Sad To Say

Is sad to say, but i'm thinking about stop drink
Neither high, i can't forget all my hate
I'm pissed off not even remember since when
World is the most fucker drug and i'm using involuntarily

There is a gun against my head

I can't find a reason to not pull the trigger

I like to live, but i hate life

I used to love, but i hate cry

The antonym for all the good feelings for me is hate

I can't feel good, i wish i could not feel

What is not annoying, is unfunny

When is not rage, is nothing

People still saying i'm sad because i don't believe in god

I'm sorry be different of you, i can't believe in fairy tails

And worse, a fairy tail that i don't even read

Just look for your heaven and leave me in this hell